beyond

beyond us beyond you and i
is the progress weve made
past problems weve solved
and things we said and didnt have to say
paragraphs of things we left out
plus things we shouldve mentioned
and many other things
that we never could have made sentences for
though youre not around
i leave my heart clenched left
for someone else's problem to deal with
beyond you and i are alphabets of x's
whose names were many times aforementioned
drift away on memory's bliss
to lead on to our relationship's extension
through the time space continuum
that is beyond you and i
what could've have happened

and rests in me asking why... .

lets hear it

I couldnt have said it better no one can.Its almost too much to take in when you stop trying to take everything else in. How many bottoms of shot glasses, beer bottles, and pong cups before everything fades to black? How many times can our faces get sore from smiling so hard, our stomachs clench from laughing too much, and your eyes tear from a combination of the both? How many places in this city bring back memories? How many times do you climb in a car and realize that so much has transpired in a space that probably 4 by 7? Its the moment we take in and so far i can't believe Im keeping track of it all. Maybe im suffering from the loneliness of not having my friends around, or maybe its the closing date whatever the case may be I treasure it all. I know who I am....and who I become because of the people I surround myself with. Thankful. Blessed.

It might not be enough...to just say goodbye.