I really wish you could see what ive become today
far reaching star
reaching believing more in me
taking jumps and leaps
finding struggles beautiful
and solutions the hard way
recall the way you say
that you couldnt see me pick myself up
well
i can say
to you the same
i remember when we sang a different tune
told a different story
remember when you would fight for me
in all your glory
find my heart steadily waiting in your hand
my mistake
you were just like every other pussy seeking man
just the same as everyone else
just the same as people who make girls hate themselves
just the same
the only difference
is the approach to my to take away my innocense
forgive me
if you are irrelevant
but now that i think of it you never really mattered to me
...and i never really mattered to you

you never got what you wanted

neither did i.....