Sunday, July 6, 2008

No Wonder

I can't think right now. Too many things have happened since the last time we talked. All I know is I really hope things will work out for the both of us. I just want to see you happy.

Truth is


I am beyond exhaustion.

I think people can see it.

I want to sleep but can't. I am suffering from some sort of anxiety that kills me.
I just keep replaying this one thought. I am sure no one will understand.


I just....

well

hate this lonely business.

I like sleeping over the significant other's house
I like finding my niche.
I like breathing in his skin.
I like putting my lips on his skin...no kissing just feeling the warmth on my lips.

I hate sleeping with my lupmy pillow.
I hate looking for the "cool spot"
I hate it when my sister snores
I hate how chapped my lips get when I sleep



I just remember what a wise person once said

"you could become each other's biggest mistake, but we take the risk anyway...all we really want to see are the benefits."

The problem is...as humans we're gonna see what we want to see....and hear what we want to hear too.


end transmission

You Ain't Artsier Than Me

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

whaaattt




I just got reminded...

where the funky did this CD go??