It's the effort

So it has come to this. I am frustrated.

I have become worn out from keeping people happy.
I have been isolating myself
except from fasa

I have been slacking in school.

I need to straighten up.



Most of all...no more guys.















I throw it all off in my mind. No time for relationships I say. No time like now. I don't want to disapoint anyone anymore.




sad.














I can be happy surrounded by couples. I just can't make the x's smile.




roar.
















sigh




Sometimes it's just better to say what you feel.


Im going to go write now.